WHAT DO I DO NOW?

I am confused,i don't know what to do

I don't know what to say, sometimes i wonder

How did it come to this?

Should i even be thinking about this....

I am angry with my self

For being this stupid,for having no knowledge of this

I thought i knew,or rather i assumed......

I messed up.....i really f****d up

What do i do now....I am really angry

dis should never have happened

but i cant think straight,

its an eye for an eye

a tooth for a tooth

Tomorrow is another day

I go do my own back...

3 hours later on the same day

I am cool calm and comfortable.

no longer angry,now i put things into perspective,

I should have known,i saw the handwriting on the wall

Plain enough for me to see,but i remember ignoring the feeling

it isn't possible i thought things were going on so well

But alas!!! i was in dreamland

Wake up boy.this no be film trick.

A week later i fall back into my technical know not

But what wakes me up out of this mess,

I shouldn't be falling prey to ....what do i call it

HABIT or  PROBLEM

but yet i fall,the human in me says there is a chance

the head tells me don't b stupid just look at the writing on the wall

The Heart never moves from its stand point saying yes you can

WHAT do i do now?

That is all i need to know,

Answers are not forth coming

and yet the question lingers

WAT DO I DO?

DO I GIVE UP or PRESS ON?

DO I WAKE UP or DREAM ON?

answer:

NEVER GIVE UP ON SOMETHING YOU BELIEVE IN.

NEVER GIVE UP ON SOMEONE WHO BELIEVES IN YOU

NEVER GIVE UP IN LIFE

PRESS ON and the truth is there is know harm in

DREAMING...Its the first step to greatness

I HAVE A DREAM